Being a Friend

I've set this weird goal for myself where I'm trying to make friends with all the people who sit alone. It's hard because usually they don't want to sit by anybody and that's why they're alone. so when i go and try to sit by them they don't talk to me, finish their lunch in a way that shouldn't be possible, and leave me so then i turn into the one sitting alone. So then today i decided it would be good enough to just go and sit by a group i don't normally talk to. I thought they might stay longer. They stayed longer alright, they just talked about stuff from past lunches, so ofcourse i didn't have any idea what they were talking about because 1) i didn't think they were funny and 2) i wasn't there before when the actual event happened.... this is going to be a long year. I sit by a new group or a new person every day because let's face it, i have no friends, except my sister and she's not even there at lunch. maybe i can blend in with the teachers and just go sit in the teacher's lounge with them. I could always just find a lonely seclusive room nobody knows about and read "the BIGGEST riddle book in the WORLD!" and laugh to myself creepily until the bell rings... I think that's the best option, i'll do that tomorrow. Dang, i'm depressing.