Quotes

1. Be like a postage stamp. Stick to one thing until you get there
2. A goal without a plan is just a wish.
3. Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.
4. It is never too late to be what you might have been.
5. A man who doesn't trust himself can never really trust anyone else.
6. Lots of people know what to do, but few people actually do what they know. Knowing is not enough! You must take action
7. Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling
8. In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity
9. Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it

Being a Friend

I've set this weird goal for myself where I'm trying to make friends with all the people who sit alone. It's hard because usually they don't want to sit by anybody and that's why they're alone. so when i go and try to sit by them they don't talk to me, finish their lunch in a way that shouldn't be possible, and leave me so then i turn into the one sitting alone. So then today i decided it would be good enough to just go and sit by a group i don't normally talk to. I thought they might stay longer. They stayed longer alright, they just talked about stuff from past lunches, so ofcourse i didn't have any idea what they were talking about because 1) i didn't think they were funny and 2) i wasn't there before when the actual event happened.... this is going to be a long year. I sit by a new group or a new person every day because let's face it, i have no friends, except my sister and she's not even there at lunch. maybe i can blend in with the teachers and just go sit in the teacher's lounge with them. I could always just find a lonely seclusive room nobody knows about and read "the BIGGEST riddle book in the WORLD!" and laugh to myself creepily until the bell rings... I think that's the best option, i'll do that tomorrow. Dang, i'm depressing.

Moving On!

The person I was pretty much sure I would spend all my high school years plus with is gone. Not physically, but in every other way possible. I cared about it for what felt like forever! But yesterday I decided I wouldn't just decide to be over it, I would show the whole world plus myself that I'm over it! He says he forgot about it, I'm going one step further than that, I'm going to keep all my memories and use them to my advantage, while he just suffers with memory loss for his whole life, forgetting about every relationship that didn't turn out exactly how he wanted it to. I'm not the one suffering anymore, and honestly, what he does with his life is up to him. If he runs it into the ground by playing every girl he uses as a "project" into the ground. That's all I was. A project he couldn't finish or figure out. He's going to find out he can't figure out everybody's problems until he takes care of his own! I'm not a hater, I'm not his enemy, but I'm definitely never being his friend again. I'M MY OWN PERSON! HELLO WORLD! HELLO LIFE!

Friends

Journey of a 15 year old. :P

Last week I turned 15, nothing too special, not really any amazing privileges. It's just another birthday leading to another year. I don't feel changed. I haven't found any gray hairs or wrinkles, I'm pretty much exactly the same as I was a week ago. It probably would take me a whole year to finally feel 15 and by then I'll be 16! So with no obvious change I decided I would have to make my own change to keep life exciting. I'm going to blog about my year as a 15 year old as much as possible. That's goal number one. I'm going to learn how to do something new, not sure what it is yet, but when I figure it out I'll definetly do it. And number three.... I'm going to enjoy school. I'm still not sure what school to go to, but no matter what happens, I'm going to enjoy it. Three great goals, twelve months to accomplish them. Let's see how long it takes me to fall head first down the stairs! ON YOUR MARKS! GET SET! GO!